of course the pregnancy test was negative. i really wish i could keep myself from doing that, but at least once i've taken one i know better than to think about it again. the ovulation monitor hasn't even told me i should be getting my period yet. i guess tomorrow would be the first realistic possibility.
and wouldn't you know that, other than a sort of sore back (possibly from sleeping on a mattress on the floor) and a few cramps here and there, i feel absolutely normal now. not pms-y, but not at all like i was last week. totally great, actually. in good spirits, good sex drive, and not at all crappy. so... who knows. maybe that was just me with not enough sleep, eating salad every day for lunch because my workplace food is just too damn delicious and healthy.
in other news, another friend my age had a miscarriage last week. it really terrifies me how often this seems to happen now that we're in our 30s.
oh, and i'm 34 now so i suppose i should change the name of this blog. happy birthday to me! sigh.
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